Ok,
ok, so I promised myself I'd face this head on, with a positive
attitude; a cool, mad chemo woman. But I'm only human and sometimes
things just get on top of me. It can be the smallest thing that sets me
off; the thought that I will probably not get to see my children grow
older or my grandchildren grow up breaks my heart; the fact that I
probably won't get to spend more time with my soulmate and love of my
life, Kev, now that's a killer. I've had a couple of melt-downs and
I've just given into them, until I'm all cried out. It's draining and
makes me feel yuk but holding your feelings in is never a good thing,
especially over something as big as this.......
I know they mean
well but I have to say, some days I feel that if just one more person
tells me to be positive, I might just let rip!!!!!! Apologies if you
happen to be the other end :)
And it's my birthday today too and what a great day I've had with my family xxxxxxx
One
of the presents I received was a phone call from my keyworker at RM
letting me know that she's organized my first treatment sessi
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